Good news: My results for last semester are finally out after the long wait! It was suppose to be out from Dec 15th. *looks at date* It's already January 7th! I had been logging in religiously like a desperate fool for the past 3 to 4 weeks! I don't have to do that anymore.
Bad news: My results are exactly the same as last semester! 1 pass and 1 distinction. I didn't improve!! FUCKKK!
I expect at least a credit for my Professional Communication although I kinda screwed up badly for my 1st paper! BUT I FUCKING HATE TO SEE ANOTHER "PASS" on my results slip! It's damn freaking ugly lah! TA MA DE! I was hoping to only see one "PASS" on my entire results slip and here comes another! Damn bloody disappointed with myself!!!! ARGGGGGH!!!!!
But then again, I have to admit I was damn slack for this semester. My 1st Prof. Comm. paper was super screwed and I probably had failed that paper. I should count myself lucky that I eventually passed overall because of other components. But I am still fucking sad! I mean, people are taking 3 modules per semester while I was only taking 2 for the past semesters. Some are even working but they can still do the same or even better than me! I ought to do better isn't it? Or am I expecting too much from myself? =((
*SIGH*
Time to buck up next semester! Be organised and have better time management! I'll be taking 3 modules next semester and I plan to work somemore. Sounds like I am asking for more trouble. But I shall just try, if there is a suitable job out there. I need the money and experience!
Another thing I must improve on is to write faster! I am too used to typing and write quite slowly on paper and that's my archilles heel because I have to write alot during exams within a short time! I guess that 3 years in nursing spoilt me because we shade the answer sheet more than we write. I must learn to write faster!!! I wonder how I am suppose to practice that. But still, MUST IMPROVE!
Had just gone through my units outline for next semester and I nearly fainted. It looks damn challenging. Essays, essays and MORE essays. The questions looks very tough to me too. Hope my new lecturers are able to guide us properly.
I am scared................. =(
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